An Allen Moment

Ladies and gentlemen, I give you... "An Allen Moment"

Believe by the Bravery

the faces all around me they don't smile they just crack
waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
we do our time like pennies in a jar
what are we saving for
what are we saving for

theres a smell of stale fear thats reaking from our skins
the drinking never stops because the drink off absolve our sins
we sit and grow our roots into the floor
what are we waiting for
what are we waiting for

(chorus)
so give me something to believe
cause I am living just to breath
and I need something more
to keep on breathing for
so give me something to believe


somethings always coming you can hear it in the ground
it swells into the air
with the rising
rising sound
and never comes but shakes the boards and rattles all the doors
what are we waiting for
what are we waiting for

(chorus)
so give me something to believe
cause I am living just to breath
and I need something more
to keep on breathing for
so give me something to believe

I am hiding from some beast
but the beast was always here
watching without eyes
because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing
now its just what I've become
what am I waiting for
its already done


ohhhhhhh

(chorus)
so give me something to believe
cause I am living just to breath
and I need something more
to keep on breathing for
so give me something to believe

...Its kind of how I feel right now....

You wouldn't understand....

BREH! BREH!!!! YOUR MOTHERS A MAN!!! BREH!!!GRENADA! BREH! DOUBLAY! TRIPLAY!HALO-SKI!SH-SH-SH-SH-SH-SHOTGUN! YOUR MOTHER DOESN'T LOVE YOU!

SHOTGUN! SHOTTY SHOTTY SHOTTY! SHOTGUN!!!!

you're doing it wrong, its like this. "Ladies, Gentlement and Pat, that was an Allen momement, made by Allen, for Allen, and monetararily sponsored by Annabelle."

burn my tomorrows

Arp's Job Description (Loading 101)

Today was my first day loading. It was busy the whole time and my trainer did most of the work. : /

The packages were bigger then I (and the trainer) expected.

There really wasn't much training, as we were almost always behind, trying to stop it from jamming.

Jamming being when the packages can't come down the chute due to other packages blocking the way. 

When theres a jam, a red light goes on. If the jam starts interfering with the package cycle (aka, packages go around the conveyors a few times because theres no room for them) an alarm starts blaring.

I'm going to stick with the job until the seasons over but I don't know if I'll go back or not. (assuming they want me back)

Time will tell.

I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep but running out
As time ticks by
still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind
On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own... here we go

My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine
My senses dulled
Passed the point of delirium
On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own... here we go

Been trying to go to bed early, but I just end up spending an hour or two awake lying in my bed.

I've been having really good dreams lately... its more depressing to wake up then usual.

Today was my first day working at UPS.

Instructional vidoes suck.

Sleepy.